4 days agoMember-onlyBeing HumanSeen: the tears I can’t not cry whenever I speak my brother Peter’s name. Unseen: the clinch that tightens around my throat with my tears’ falling. Is this a cause and effect? or is it simply Grief’s calling card? Seen: their 59th anniversary prompt on today’s calendar. Unseen: the lump I…Grief2 min readGrief2 min read
Mar 3Member-onlyMamaI lean in to smooch her cheek, her skin is always so soft, for as long as I can remember back. And my memory plays like a record; I lift and move the needle to start at my earliest memory, which of course were her hands. I loved touching them…Mothers1 min readMothers1 min read
Feb 22Member-onlyThe Dark Side of the MoonYears ago, and for many years, my brother and I were partners in business. We always joked we stayed in business for years longer than we wanted to be in that particular line of work because we loved being together every single day. …Traumatic Brain Injury5 min readTraumatic Brain Injury5 min read
Jan 11Member-onlyEnough LoveI love myself enough to knit whenever I feel like it, even when I’m drinking. Friends let friends knit drunk or sober. And I am nothing if not a friend to myself. The best kind who loves me enough to drink orange juice with peanut butter toast because that sweet/tart…Self Love3 min readSelf Love3 min read
Dec 13, 2022Member-onlyThe Leaf HeistCarl’s cleverness (and to be completely open and honest with you, I’m not sure how clever he truly is because there’s Carla to tell you about, and I mean no disrespect to either Carl, himself, and certainly none toward Carla) was no match for his wife Carla’s self-anointed deservability. Their…Fiction5 min readFiction5 min read
Nov 30, 2022Member-onlyMisusing My ImaginationYesterday my imagination was a semi going too fast down a mountain road with no runaway ramp to slow it down; it was completely out of control. And I was the byproduct of that messiness. Monday, the first day back after a long (and much-needed break from all-the-things) Thanksgiving holiday…Hard Days4 min readHard Days4 min read
Nov 16, 2022Member-onlyAcorns and Oak TreesThere’s a massive oak tree in my backyard. I didn’t know it was there, or more accurately, that it was an oak tree because of course I knew the tree was there. But there’s a difference in knowing something exists in physical form, taking up space, doing whatever it is…Life Lessons4 min readLife Lessons4 min read
Nov 9, 2022Member-onlyRide OverI selected a 30 minute 90s ride led by Emma Lovewell on the Peloton this morning. Just trying to mix up or break out of my usual 80s ride selections. …Healing From Trauma4 min readHealing From Trauma4 min read
Nov 4, 2022Member-onlyWill You Be My Guide?Will You Be My Guide? I once had a client who didn’t want to be my client. She openly resisted our conversations, our time together, for which she was paying me money. Also to be noted: she asked me to work with her, hired and paid me to be in…High Demand Religion4 min readHigh Demand Religion4 min read
Oct 18, 2022Member-onlyFuel SourcesDo you remember the Pixar movie, “Monsters, Inc.”? I highly recommend a (re)watch if it’s been a while or never. In the interim, let’s go over some of the major plot points, which will most certainly be spoilers for those of you who have yet to see it. Don’t let…Self Love5 min readSelf Love5 min read